Oh My Goodness, Oh My Goodness, Oh My Goodness

Yes that title is indeed me freaking out. Why? Because one of my dreams is coming true!!!! I've always wanted to "do" a showhome. For those of you who haven't already figured it out, I'm an Interior Decorator (hopefully to get into design one day). I've done lots of stuff for friends and family and our own houses of course (all free of charge). But I told Jer one day last year that I would love, love, love to do a showhome one day. So as of today, I'm doing a showhome...picking all the paint, flooring, lighting, cabinet/counters, tile...all by moi! YAY!!!! And then they dropped the big one on me...IT'S GOING TO BE IN THE PARADE OF HOMES NEXT YEAR!!!!!! Talk about breaking out into a sweat. I can do this, I can do this, I can do this....
(this is me being nervous and sweating...a sweating emoticon...hee, hee)

When they called me yesterday to ask if I would be interested in meeting with them, I automatically wanted to tell them I couldn't. They want to pay me to do what I love to do and suddenly I didn't think I was good enough. I'm not good enough to get money for it. I totally undervalue my passion and gift. But I pepped myself up and I'm hoping the confidence will follow closely behind. So, wish me luck and if you have a spare prayer, please send it up for me. Pray that I will create something I can be proud of. I'm going to bust out into the world of decorating...look out HGTV, here I come...okay maybe that's going a little overboard!